2023-03-15

Me and Nami are definitely over. Its very much the whole she’s checked out. Amicable breakup, but she has put me under a lot of financial pressure here. Her fucking up my laptop is going to cost me loads of money for repairs, but she also needs at least 5k back of the money we used of hers. Keep in mind I’ve spent something like 100k on the last year of us travelling around, and currently ED isn’t paying me so well.

2023-03-14

Woke up still feeling like abolute garbage. God damn. Mind you it is ~3:00am so jokes on me I guess?

2023-03-13

Nami and I are done. Definitely over. She’s playing some weird breakup and off game and I don’t have time for this.

2023-03-12

Was super epic massively cooked. Today I epicly failed my interview with Functionally. Turns out doing 5grams of Panama White is a fantasic way for the brain to be cooked as fucked as possible for an interview🥲. I

2023-03-11

Shawns bar was playing some awesome live beats last night. Super fucking rad 🤙

2023-03-10

Spent the whole day hung over lol. Didn’t even get out of bed until ~6pm or something 🤦

2023-03-09

Woke up today an body is wrecked. First time working in the sun in ages and holy shit am I sore for it. I still can’t stop thinking about the momentary Zen I felt on the boat though. I need to go back to that life, seriously. Its absolutely amazing.

2023-03-08

Holy shit, everyone here knows everyone else. I met Juan at the docks/ocean and

2023-03-07

First rain in panama! Woo!

The exhaustian is real. No matter what I do I can’t get my sleep schedule back on track. Shit is rough. I’ve also noticed that I’m spending way less time on this blog - I think the effort required to extract the media from my phone is fucking with the workflow. I think if they can’t fix the laptop I’m going to buy a macbook air (~$1600) and get the laptop fixed later.

2023-03-06

I have been so ridiculously parched today. I don’t remember drinking this much water in forever.