2023-04-20

Thursday, April 20

It’s such a cliche, but now that I’m single my priorities have totally refocused again. My diet has massive cleaned up, I’m not drinking and I’m not fucking around with pointless shit.

Change is hard, and change means a part of you has to be replaced. This isn’t a new concept and I’m no where near smart enough to have codified it like this, but I think the whole Ouroboros motif really makes sense now.

You have discard what isn’t part of you anymore, but you can’t kill it because you aren’t whole then. You must always be whole, so you need to eat the part of you that you need to discard. Or as an aussie would say - shit in, glory out. 🐍

I went and removed like another half of my stuff again. It feels massively liberating to get so much of tbat stuff gone. I’m going to go and buy a new laptop sleeve and a big travel backpack today, and actually do a trial packing run.

What an absolute victory.

Here is me sending this shit through to Omar:

Gave tommy a call - was good times. It’s really hard to try to explain how massive shit is here, its fucking wild.