2023-06-10

Saturday, June 10

Hangover Day round 2.

I had pizza today, had 3 bites and binned the whole lot. I just cannot eat that shit anymore - its wild how much my taste buds and calorie intake has changed over the last 3 months.

I’m getting old as fuck and can’t handle this shit anymore. I think the tiredness is whats getting me more than anything else.

The main issue is just the entire brain dead feeling. What an absolute waste of time. I enjoy doing this stuff, but I don’t enjoy it when I have other commitments I need to do first. It should be a reward, not a pleasure, and if I haven’t earned it I don’t deserve it. I think this is my internal conflict, and in writing down this blog a few days later (12-06-2023 09:23:00) I feel like I’ve managed to find a moral compromise I’m happy with.