2023-10-11

Wednesday, October 11

Man, this Nami thing has fucked me up. I spoke to Adam this morning and she’s messaged him the following:

Obviously she’s keeping distance which is fine, but the whole idea of her just abandoning her stuff because of me is wild. This shit has cut me deep, and I don’t know why. I literally saved her from getting injected during COVID lockdowns, brought her into my house and paid for her travels around the world. I know I did nothing wrong, but the implications fucking hurt man.

I was good to her and the whole “entirely remove him from my life thing” is fucking brutal.

I ended up doing a customer workshop that went pretty well with MedHealth. For the rest of the day I basically just KO’d and went back to sleep. I thought I was sick, but its probably more likely to be stress or heartbreak or something like that?