2023-10-16

Monday, October 16

Jonathon came by and hit me up for a loan. I gave him the money and said for him to swing back later so I can get a drone. We headed back and got one later that night.

The taxi above was his friend from when we got a shit load of cocaine. The dumbass said that I owed him from last time, but he’s a liar and I told him to shut the fuck up. I don’t play those games.

Been having some feelings of doubt over this project recently. Its probably not even the project really, its just this ongoing doubt about what am I doing with my life? I’m 35 and building a boat in Panama like a fucking chump. Society says I should be settling down and doing family shit, and that is definitely something that I want to do eventually, but I dunno man I feel like I need to do this. Hard to really pin down, but I don’t like being in this spot.

Random photos from near the docks

Headed down to the marina with Juan. No memory of why.